just some thoughts i've been having lately
1.am i the only one that thinks everyone is growing up too fast??
and i'm the one with the kid. jeeze

2.have you ever loved someone so much you just want to shake the stupid out of them? i feel that way about my mom, friends, and myself actually. haha.

3.being a young mom is harder than i ever imagined. i just hate having to be the bad guy all the time...and in the end still have her not wanting to listen to me. its so frustrating when she runs away from me in public. she thinks its hilarious. it drives me nuts when she goes in another room and when i follow her she tells me to go away. :\
dont get me wrong...she has her loving, funny, and oh so cute moments but lately i've been seeing more of her sassy side. sighhhhhhhh.

i suppose i should just go write in my journal by my bed because for once i actually want to write what i'm feeling and don't feel like making this entry private.
just know that my heart is feeling pretty heavy lately and you'd think time would make things better...but i think time actually just makes it worse.