i'm not gay but i don't like guys anymore. just realized this. i'm happy enough with having some good friends. i've never been good at the whole girlfriend thing anyways.

and today was easter. church for the first time since jade was born was great. i'm already so emotional...and then going to church and hearing testimonials just released the flood gates.
and then there was some baby daddy drama. nothing new. diana(gregs sister) said shes moving out. she cant even handle it anymore. so its cool because she can still see jade at her new place. :)
and then after church and baby daddy drama jade and i went to my grandmas,who is fully recovered from her surgery, :) and actually had a great time. except the occasional annoyance from my mom. but whatever. they had a easter egg hunt with eggs that had candy and money inside. between me and jade we got 25 dollars. heyyoo

got another 40 dollar bonus at work on friday. planning another tattoo. moving out soon. feeling confindent surprisenly. tired of drama. needing a hug. quit smoking ciggarettes. still drinking soda..mmm dgaf. talked to marisa. wanting to ride my bike. take a vacation?